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​benedixhion - 4evrsedated | Lyrics in English
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​benedixhion - 4evrsedated

〈Intro〉
Im lost
I wish that you coulda found me
Im stuck
And only darkness surrounds me

〈Verse〉
Is this real
Real
I been off too many pills
So is this real
Why am i even alive
I pop pills just to get by
But those same pills gun end my life
I just wanna make it
Ain’t it funny
Everybody knows ain’t shit mean nothing
I ain’t nothing
It’s true
Without a substance in me boo
I know that you fucking hate it
When i’m so damn sedated
I don’t think i can take this
Everyday i’m fucking failing
I don’t know if i can take this
Everyday i’m fucking failing
I feel broken without you
I feel hopeless
I doubt you give a fuck
I feel lost and outta luck
Then again
I was never lucky was i ben?
Just it make it end
Oh fuck
I think i took too much
I’m passed out on the ground
And no one’s trying to help me up
I get lost in all my problems
Maybe you can help me solve them
I don’t really know
Take my hand and please don’t let it go
〈Verse〉
Is this real
Real
I been off too many pills
So is this real
Real
Cuz i can’t even really tell
Oh
Cuz i can’t even really tell
Oh
Lil shawty see you down in hell

〈Ourto〉
O-o-oh
Lil shawty see you down in hell

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