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​benedixhion - BetterDEAD

Im lost in my shadow
Im losing this battle
My brain just keeps rattling
In my head, it screams at me
“You’re better Dead”
Fuck this life, I hate it
Always so sedated
Godamn i can’t fucking take this
Hope you find a good replacement
Cuz im gone
Im so lost
And i know that you want to help
But im going straight down to hell
Might as well just end myself
My life is worthless, i can tell, ugh
I can tell, yeah
Might just end myself, yeah, ugh
Delete my…
Delete…

Ugh, delete myself
Im bettеr dead
Ain’t nothing helps
Except my mеds
Except my percies, love my 30’s
I know they wouldn’t hurt me, ah
Feel the pain deep within lurking
For a purpose, im still searching
Im so lost
Fuck it all, bitch oh my god
Why am I still trying?
All this pain reminds me
We all fall
I keep wishing you will call
But you don’t, no not at all

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