Apeman - Holdhands

〈intro: jahtiva〉
Don't die
Don't
Don't
Don't die
Don't
Don't
Don't die
Don't
Don't
Don't die
Don't die
Don't die
Don't die
Don't die
Don't die

〈verse: 1〉
Slipping in and out of dreams
I'm in a labyrinth
Blood in my sink i got keys
Preachers babbling
The pills split the seams i can't see where i'm traveling
She looking for peace huh
I don't hit the streets unless i clear it with the precinct
I done ripped like 3 cigs
I done hit like 3 bitches fore i hit my dreams again
I might say i'm trolling if my mother ever steam this shit
I said it on holy it was personal i mean this shit
I said i need new lungs
Ask me when i'm off this fucking house arrest again and i might shoot sum
I just need a few months
Way she suck me off i'm paying too much
After flood will drop i ain't be getting any new sluts yuh
I was in a coma
I been all alone cause i don't hang with hoes i wish i never fucked and
I can't do no drugs cause i'm a thug to all my loved ones
I just like the buzz huh
I don't like when they be lookin at me like a junkie cause i'm honest bout some bumps huh
I can see it in your eyes that you in love huh
Something bout these problems you despise but you never could get enough huh
She just wanna line and wanna fuck sum
I'm not vulgar in person
I move boulders and hold them in service of serpents
I love gold but i don't like holding that shit in person
You could know me if you see stone and you read them verses
I'm bipolar it comes and goes in and out of orbit
I hit hotels we hold hands
I broke homes then i broke xans
I was burning photos next to dope bags
I put my quota in a tote bag
Ho i'm still the goat
〈verse: 2〉
Holy
I can't throw stones from this rubble
Hold me
Bitch i'm alone with this money
It's cold and the doors i done closed start to haunt me
I'm frozen
Please
I'm at the bottom of this ocean
It's cold
I just want love but i loathe it
I'm old
I don't got a home to go home to
I know
I could stop now but i'm hungry i'm close
Got an empty hole in my stomach
Angsty
Hoes say they love it
I'm angry explode i can't slow when i'm buzzing
She hate me
The texts come and go so i know that she doesn't
Lately my time at my home been abundant
I'm cold or i'm crazy
These flows been a coat made of crows i foretold so i blaze it uh
I wrote a poem on my coziest blanket
I woke up in cold sweats
Tangled and shaking
Maybe telling all my brain ain't the angle to make it
She like lazy
I go productive on my ape shit
She want crazy
I'm calm collected i don't say shit
She want faded
I keep to myself and i fake it
She like that one track i did it look better on her playlist
I'm great shit
Goat of burning bridges and parades
I play keep away
Barricades cause i love the pain shit
It's motivating to see my passages forsaken
Lord forgive me for any pain i done caused
I played games with hearts
Treated human beings like they dogs
I don't walk with god
I don't need to reach out for his hand
Don't know why i'm asking forgiveness for shit that i done did
I done walked the line with sin
I done burned bridges again
I was born upon my throne and then i came out i'm the shit
I done locked in with a couple -- i could never burn shit
It's a circus
〈verse: 3〉
I know i been shitting on these rappers been pissing on em
I ain't get no eyes in my direction i'm pissed off
She like the way i shine
I neglect her i rent on her
I don't pantomime when i'm lying
Jus miss calls
"i know you on your phone shit"
I can't stand to listen when i'm mixing on some no shit
She can't stand the symptoms that i live with on some clone shit
I got hoes but i know i'm alone shit
Ask if me i'm floating told that ho that i don't know shit

〈outro: jahtiva〉
Don't die
Don't die
Don't die
Don't die
I'll fly
So high
I'll fly
So high