I Hate It Too

Waiting room Stiff chair, open wounds Coughing up a lung Gone too soon Credit card charged, and

I've got a real bad feeling about it Can't seem to shake the phase Permanent shame Secret blame for

Into the deep Sinking somewhere in between Needing time and I'm feeling lonely In between the window and

This morning, open up the blinds No light today, but that's okay The rain is comforting Lightning strike

If only it was worth it Being away, staying awake Makes it harder to stay Maybe I'm not cut out for

How could you talk about it Like I never had a word to say? How could you listen to them When everybody talks

Ain't no good You wanted the change While I've been just seeing you sitting 'round again Seeing

The pressure, it grows Through my body, it knows That it's time to coordinate with my brain Feel the

Shake the blood off my fingers Can't be too hard to find me Driving down Footville-Richmond Ditch the

Always sold me on everything But surprise, it's a pyramid scheme You’re never on time But I didn't

On and off And I don’t want to be a part of it Expensive pawns And you don’t have to be a part of it

Call me out I just can’t move on Now I’m breathing heavier than I ever was So good luck making time

Pounding heart Legs in constant motion Eyes are shaping like the crashing waves of the ocean Come to, now

Scream loud, scream loud Throw your body on the floor And feel hardwood vibrations from the slamming door

As I learn to fly, my senses They’re just not strong enough And when you get high, our senses They’re just