JAY RAIN (Rapper) - Mental Cell

〈verse 1〉
All i talk about is grief
All i talk about is pain
All i talk about is being in the game with no name, all the same, everyday
All i talk about is me
All is talk, i don’t display
All i talk about is me who will stay in the game for the rest of his days
Now switch it up, had enough of your sorrowful thoughts
Now go spill that tea, that cup, such as
I’m tired of this bitch who pretends he has fans in masses
Thinks people really care what he has, it’s
Pathetic that pride made him catch it
The disease of delusions, life ain’t magic
We all see through it, you paid, we’re laughing
I wrote you’re deluded, you’re still back at it
My conclusion’s attention addict, okay
I got pride too, bitch
But i’m realistic, i’m not deluded
You’re only causing yourself harm - a toe and toothpick
We all can see it online, are you dumb or stupid?
6ixe nine type motherfucker, what a dumb ass, oh brother
No wonder that you’ve got no lover, wait
Hold up, okay, neither do i
But i’m not so blind that i’ve got my head up in the clouds - up in the sky, nein
Why do i even care ‘bout this?
I shouldn’t care ‘bout this cow shit
I tried to tell him to turn it down, it
Clearly didn’t help as he, well, bought another bundle of streams with his wealth
He just don’t realize the-the scale that he’s really draining his mental health
If you buy streams to seem more popular then all you sell is a fantasy for yourself
〈verse 2〉
Insecurity is one hell of a mental cell
All your pretending is meant to sell the idea of giving no fuck
But we all know that you give way too much of a fuck
The way you respond to every hater’s message says a lot
And i’m not tryna be preachy
Neither do i wanna be a meany
I’m just tryna reflect everyone else's perspective back
So you can see it, i don’t want no one to be sad
That’s a fact, i just think that keeping quiet is equally bad
But i understand, i think that we all do
I’ve been there myself too
Difference is i wasn’t the same age as you
I was 14 - 2, still i can refer to past views
So i see who you are - trauma, pain and scars
Have caused you to feel insecure but my guy
I’m pretty sure 90% are
I’ve got twenty listeners and that probably means my music’s trash
But do you see me stopping regardless of that?
Nah, cause i love the fucking craft
So focus on that, not what other people have to say
I’m still insecure as well, it doesn’t go away
But you can remove and improve it in some ways
So when it comes to music, i do it cause of my brain's pathways
I’m not insecure ‘bout my friends or classmates
Opinion on ‘em
I know that some will hate ‘em, some will love ‘em
That’s just how that works and i know it’s something
That can fuck with your brain and be a problem
But as long as you’re doing it cause it’s what you’re loving
And you like it despite it having no streams
Then you’ll be having your dreams