Jay Zayat - December

I can't remember
The last time we spoke is it bad?
Prolly december
You mentioned something bout' saying it back
Maybe we both could of lasted
Dreaming of us everlasting
Trying to cope
I know that i’m strong
I know that it hurts but i’ve been here before
But i told her wait for me
And i told her painfully
That she can come and get all of the things she gave to me
Coz i don't like reminiscing i’d rather not listen
I’ll bottle the feelings and nevеr admit
That i'm hurting
It's a burden
Coz i feel like it's decеmber still

Am i dreaming?
Wake me from the sleep that i have been in
Tryna figure out what i been feeling
Wasting the time
Baby alright it's okay when you cry

Am i dreaming?
Wake me from the sleep that i have been in
Tryna figure out what i been feeling
Wasting the time
Baby alright it's okay when you cry
It's ok when i cry
I hate to admit that i’m cold deep inside
Did you tell all your friends that i wasn’t a man?
Did you tell them i'm worthless and you left me dead
Coz of all the things that i never had?
You took all my pain and you fixed me, you broke me again
Now im heartless because of that
I find it hard to love nowadays like i'm stuck in my past coz'

December never ended for me
I'm stuck inside a world i can't see
Am i dead? or am i dreaming?
Really can't face my demons
Eyes are wide awake but i promise i'm sleeping

I know you're crying over me
But i ain't crying over you
You know i'm stuck inside my ways
I promise baby it ain't real coz

I'm dreaming
Wake me from the sleep that i have been in
Tryna figure out what i been feeling
Wasting the time
Baby alright it's okay when you cry
I'm dreaming
Wake me from the sleep that i have been in
Tryna figure out what i been feeling (im sorry)
Wasting the time
Baby alright it's okay when you cry

I can't feel a thing
I can't feel a thing no more yeahi
I can't feel a thing
I can't feel a thing no more yeahi