MidKnyte - AGONY

〈verse〉
Yea
Do you want your story to be about your wife and boring, or snortin' up lines when you're not right
And ignorin’ texts because yo ex called that night
Do you really wanna be a sad guy
Or ‘that’ type?
Do you really wanna get sad high and lay down some mad pipe all because a girl got yo feelings tied?
Well
Ya feelings lied
Ever since school, it's been traumatic
No matter why i'm a doja addict
I can't afford to have it back
The memories of what i lost
Once was a hope, now gone
Ever since 4th grade, i've been in a foreign lanes
Tryna drive drunk, swervin’ with road rage
I was born normal, thеy made me like this
I blamе them
I was innocent thinkin’ this is the way to live
I didn't know special ed wasn't right
Imagine throwing a regular kid in a class full of psychos that'll make pinecones into weapons
They did that for over 3 years
It was complete agony
I was bein’ bullied ‘cause i was normal
Not cus i was different
I started lashin’ out on the teachers
After i got beat up everyday
And it turned to the norm
Said i was fine when i was born
Then they ripped the form
Got stabbed, kicked, punched, hit
Jabbed, fits, hundred ever since
She said “i was weird but not in a bad way”
So how come you blocked me on everything (that bitch!)
But when we meet you act normal
Don't play
If girls said they liked me ‘stead of tryna fight me like lilly it would go a lot of smoother so i can pull her
‘stead of doin’ a 1-2 combo to her
Not proud of it
But i gotta do a maneuver
But it was just an impulse
Whatchu expect?
I'm a man, but you hit first
When i was in class, the they switched it up
And said i got my ass handed to me
By a girl named after pads
I ain't a tank top
I’m sorry
Thank god that jesus died for my sins
‘cause if he didn't, i'd already be condemned
Got adhd and bdd not bpd
But some fuckin' how i get into ebd (what the fuck?)
Had to eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner from little caesars after we got tea from my mom's ebt
Got abused by a deceased and now it's on fuckin' ctv
Get bullied from a kid in another school
For years, i was done so i made “the deed”
After i broke up with my first girlfriend, who cheated on me, oh yes indeed
I thought if i dissed him how he would leave me the fuck alone
And do things on my own
But my school didn't see
They expelled me because it has guns with their names on the cover
It wasn't a fuckin' hitlist it was just re-used assets, on my fuckin’ mother
After, they sent death threats to me
Raid my messages with gore and i couldn't ignore of this pent up exhaustion that i had
Anymore
So i took it to the school they did nothing
In fact, they still fuckin’ harassed me, i'm not bluffin’ (what the fuck?)
Yea
They did wrong but i did wrong too
Two wrongs don't make a right
That's the hard truth
Gotta be better man for someone and everyone else
So i'm just putting out here to leave it
Fuck that school, i forgive you though
Better believe it
Agony
〈outro: devyn〉
I think sometimes in life you just got to admit your fault and then forgive the person
Who, did you wrong, and, you know, it’s life, everyone does wrong, but
Just forgive ‘em, ‘cause it’s not worth your time, having a grudge against them your whole life
And that’s some truth

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