Young Korgy - Morose

〈verse - young korgy〉
Suddenly, i'm morose, not a thing sounds fun
My enjoyment is comatose, can't do the things i love
I'm not try'na drone on with another sad song
So, i'll try to load the bong, smoke the whole thing to my dome
And exhale with the hope that shadows leave me alone
I just post up on the couch, toastin' up the loud
Starin' at the wall with music blarin' in the background
This sepia-shaded stress won't allow me to act out
And every thought i have is silver-lined with active mac rounds
Don't even bother to ask me what that's about
Brandishing a broken bastard sword
Baleful, emblazoned with the brand of a banished lord
But my journey's not one so hallowed
And showered with praise and power
And endless war with mediocrity given form in my greyest hours
Grey like a suicide, hate myself in the center
Grey like a lone wolf, lost from his pack
Grey like an overcast day in the dead of winter
Grey like the hero strayin' far from his path
What the fuck is next? i don't know what i'ma do
All i eat is ramen, dude, nothin' seems to help, not even ganja do
Runnin' through the tunnel towards the final truth and kill myself in front of you
Tell me what you gonna do, when insanity is comin' through?
That's a question you don't wanna have to answer
The necromancer, rollin' with some ‘trailer park boys’ dope to cure my mental cancer
The only thing in life that's assured is depression, death and me killin' these raps
Even if i never take off, i will always slay bars and whack everybody who's whack
'young' was in the past, now my path has led me past
All the problems that i had, so i've become a better man
But actually, i'm bad, breakin' bottles in my head
I been wakin' every day, think i'm better off dead
Sniffin' 'scripts from the doc, that's a bar to my head
Bars in my head when i'm gone off the meds
All i wanna do is rap, but i'm self-conscious
In front of my fam, but i know i rap bomb shit
But at the same time, i don't know i rap bomb shit
Maybe i'm worse than i think i am
Scared to accept the criticism on my rippin' it
I think i kill a verse, and they tell me that i'm trippin', bitch
Go listen to 'down down,' tell me i ain't killin' shit
The number one rapper to stomp your clique
Stop it, bitch, you don't want it with this awkwardness
Antisocial, i'm a boss with it, killin' anyone that ever come across my shit
You little rappers yellow-bellied, hella lookin' jaundiced
Call me king of darkness, tecca nina on that chopper shit
Omniscient entity, summon me with an obelisk
Tengen toppa with it, always breakin' all limits
Better bring a whole pantheon of gods
Kratos in a war, better pray we ain't at odds
Cross the river styx into the underworld
Unearthed under dark skies sundered by a thunder burst
Shout out my boy, hades, undead with a drunkard curse
And hundreds worth of a blundered dearth
My lambency and effulgence
Miraculous as a gangsta with a full clip
'cause it's always empty from bussin' out the bullets
And i want this song to be my last darkness
But i know it couldn't be unless i turn heartless
So my ill-lighted life is destined to be tenebrous
But i will always push on like the frodo and the fellowship
Until my quest is complete, the flame re-enkindled
Here i stand with my mic, i'm a fuckin' lord of cinder!