1kuttr - Lost in translation

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I took what you said to me, to the chin
I feel your presence right in my skin
Trapped inside this forage, now the blood is on your hands
Maybe i could breathe again
Maybe i could breathe again
I couldn't live without you, but i like to play pretend
Wish i could get you right out my head
But since you been gone, i really just been a mess
I miss your lips, pressed on my skin
I'm scared to be alone, man i'm scared to be alone
I'm scared to be at home, trapped inside foam
Never really felt likе i was known
I tried to make it out, i should've known
If i wasn't clеar, i couldn't make it out that hole
I was trying, trying, trying, backpedal, all the way back, no
It doesn't count
I guess the end is near, i'm in my drought
Lost in translation, there's no doubt
I'm feeling like myself, is that okay
Lost consciousness, blood dripping down my face
I just want to love you, confidently out of shape
Haven't felt like myself, back since i made outta state
It's a shame
I miss the way i lived, and felt so great
Want to swallow my pride, i feel like choking every gulp i take
Now i got no more energy, i've sealed my fate
I would let you in, i'm scared i'd be screwing up my own haste