Alara Kaya - Grow Up!

〈Verse 1〉
Holding a knife to my stomach
Doesn't matter if this is real; I feel sick!
Can't I just feel bad for it to be valid, or do I need this knife in my stomach?

〈Verse 2〉
Am I cool for feeling like this?
Was there a joke that I missed?
Romanticizing my sadness that sometimes turns into madness

〈Verse 3〉
Need to find my 13 reasons to die
They are somewhere in the 13 years of lies that I lived and tried to hide
You lived them too; you made them come alive

〈Verse 4〉
Is that really what I look like—looking ridiculous when I cry without reasoning, childlike?
Teenage tears—grow up, right?
(You say what you want)
Is that really what I look likе?
(I don't need to explain)
Looking ridiculous when I cry
(You don't understand)
Without rеasoning, childlike?
Teenage tears—grow up, right?
〈Outro〉
Teenage tears—grow up, right?