Arlina - I wanna get better

Every once in a while
Ill get re-inspired
Forget bout my past
And make changes
I know won’t last

Ive worn myself out
Hanging over my head
Do you recognize me
I’ve become tender and an unwound thread

If i can’t see it it’s not real
And i wanna get better but
I can’t change how i feel

Futures tantalizing
It’s never enough
I’m leaving and i’m fighting
Im less afraid of dying
Than i am of never seeing you again

The walls are getting thin
Or your voice is getting louder
Not sure which is worse
Feeling full or feeling lighter
But i’ll always find a way to find you
If i can’t see it it’s not real
And i wanna get better but
I can’t change how i feel
And all my plans crumble when you’re near
And i wanna get better but
I can’t change how i feel

Finding purpose when I’m restless
Always at a crossroads
There isn’t a stoplight
And god id like to trust that
It’ll feel just right
How do I know when its right?

If i can’t see it it’s not real
And i wanna get better but
I can’t change how i feel