Blood Girl

Right now i know you are having sex with someone And im smoking in my kitchen Im making pasta salad for my

Dont give up if you dont want to give up But i give up cus I’ve had my share of stuff Why should i continue if all

Ocd Won’t you let me be You’ve taken all You could from me Ocd Just let me sleep Dont put your

Im not coping very well And im cooped up in my cell What i call this brain, this hell This loop im stuck

Im 22 soon and time is a line So i cannot go back still im too far behind Im like watching everyone move upwards

The first time i told anyone that i had ocd They almost laughed a little bit about the fact But not at me

So im back to square one Like i was in 2017 As painful as it is Im kinda starting to get used to it I

Everything hurts everything hurts And i can’t say nothing i can’t speak a word Im bad at honesty when its in

Got my diagnosis yesterday And i have adhd Whod have thunk it? Definitely me But now i really have it

Day 4 Thousand Of having the flu Been laying in my bed Drying my nose on my pillowcase Everyday

Finally quitting nicotine after almost 6 years i've been Sucking down the gasoline lighting up my lungs and

This song won’t write it self instead i yank it out with force I keep on twisting hoping something gives something like

There is something and i am waiting But i am losing my patience Everyday it's like i'm in deep seas

So this is the first time i dreamt that you raped me I'm used to the nightmares i remember them faintly I

The more that i try The harder it is to imagine getting better The more that i try The harder it is to