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〈Intro〉I hate myself when you're not around
Yeah yeah
Fake my smile, like I'm already dead
Shut my blinds and hide from everything
I'm lost inside
Daydreams of suicide
Wanna take back my life but my mind's so sick
〈Chorus〉I hate myself when you're not around
I drive my life into the ground
All the isolation's gettin' me down
Tell all of my friends I'm sorry now
I try to cry but can't feel a thing
Got visions of my death when I fall asleep
Drugs in my blood keep gettin' me down
Tell all of my friends I'm sorry now
〈Post-Chorus〉Drive around my town with the windows down
I'm so high I don't know if I can come down
〈Verse〉ADHD brain got me trippin
Same shit every day can't focus
Fuck the therapy don't tell me what is best for me
I'm lost inside
Daydreams of suicide
Wanna take back my life but my mind's so sick
〈Outro〉I hate myself when you're not around
I drive my life into the ground
All the isolation's gettin' me down
Tell all of my friends I'm sorry now
I try to cry but can't feel a thing
Got visions of my death when I fall asleep
Drugs in my blood keep gettin' me down
Tell all of my friends I'm sorry now
Tell all my friends stop comin' around
