Deion Mcminns - 1am in lox

1am in lox and im stressed out
Im tryna drop the worst and bring the best out
And make you all impressed now
It's lonely in my guest house
And i just wanna feel proud about something enough for me to puff my chest out
The older i get the lonelier
Dont even have a phone in here
Its been broke for days
But thats ok cuz i got no one hitting up my line anyways
And when they ask me if im fine i just tell em that im straight
So why would they, feel the need, to check up on me
Remembеr back the good ole days would kick it with the homiеs
But life drifted us apart, and i can't even think to start
The flame was doused, i see em now you'd think they dont know me
I ain't mad tho i get it
Im sad but i won't quit it
Until i see the beauty this possesses
Spending time just me and God, most the time its silent
Otherwise its with a girl who prolly, can't get over exes
If he breaks your heart dont leave it on the ground
Its up to you to pick the pieces back up and turn it to a crown
Lately i've been faking my smile
Hiding my frown
But its not that i dont care
Its just that nothing in this world feels worthwhile
Thats very depressing
Im not tryna be on antidepressants
The world keeps spinning so i keep learning lessons
The moment that you stop is when you lose what was destined
And that's a risk i ain't ready to take
Until im eating steak
At a 5 star restaurant, licking off my plate
My girl by my side saying, she wish she wouldve ate
What i had i say i told you so, i got carried away
By my visions, i can see a life that's way different from mine
Chatting with my friend about the stress i have in mind
She said you on your way D just give it some time
Times rough but in the end we gon be fine