DEXCORE - Still Alive

I was searching from that day
The real reason to live
I ran away from my life
I’ve got better at lying

It’s not that i wanna die
How many decades have passed since i thought
It’s hard to breathe
Now i’ve noticed

I remember
This is my life

I can destroy again
I can find my way
I’ll put my hands on my heart and listen
I’m still alive
When i faced someone’s death
I realized that you can change something if you live
Let’s start over again
Cuz’ i’m still alive

Walking like i’m stoned
Didn’t carе if i got hurt
I couldn’t wrap my heart with a bandage
I left thе wound as it is
How do you feel?
Tell me how do you feel?
I wanna kill myself
Now i can speak up
The path will continue but it’s up to you

“don’t let go my hand”
Maybe i said it cuz’ i was scared
I was scared

I remember
This is my life

I can destroy again
I can find my way
I’ll put my hands on my heart and listen
I’m still alive
When i faced someone’s death
I realized that you can change something if you live
Let’s start over again
Cuz’ i’m still alive

The “other me” tries to choke me
It’s hard to fucking breathe
”it” appears in the night
Struggling every day
I’m alone
No matter how far i go nothing will change
I can’t understand my self
Sometimes i wanna kill myself like you

I’m alone
Sometimes i wish everything would go away
I’m miserable

I don’t know how to ask for “help”
Tell me

I can destroy again
Waiting for the rain
I’ll put my hands on my heart and listen
I’m still alive
When i faced someone’s death
I realized that you can change something if you live
Cuz’ i’m still alive

But it’s hard to breathe

I’m still alive

Cuz’ i’m still alive
Cuz’ i’m still alive