Downball - Questions

〈verse 1〉
Look, we made a great duo in the pandemic
Spending hours playing video games, skipping lessons
Had youtube channels, we'd create forever, we were restless
That was fun but also got me in bed with some questions
Was i really a true homie to you for 3 years straight?
Did you really appreciate my qualities and my traits?
Am i the guy that's gonna stick with you, a takeaway?
Or did it bring you nothing but annoyance, stress and rage

Cuz there were days you told me that to you, i was someone sacred
But also days when looking at me, you were full of hatred
And despite the legacy us and our friends created
I think of how it ended and the pain that i've tasted
I think of tensions between you and blue, sometimes the whole chat
All the shit he'd talk, i feel some regret on his behalf
It's hard to move on knowing i never took anything back
Cuz i was pretty stupid even for a kid, so let me ask

〈chorus〉
Do you think of me, ever
All the fun we had, do you still remember
Cuz it has been forever since we last met and talked and i just wanna know what you're thinking, brother
But do you feel the same whenever
You play roblox or anything that we played together
Cuz it's been forever last we met and i just wanna know how you've been, brother with different mother
〈verse 2〉
I still remember when you tell me i'm a good individual
But also when you said you think i'm hypocritical
I think of fights between us over things political
It makes me cringe but question if i'm someone critical
I'd write some songs about it, turn my lyrics into a ritual
I'd try to get you to respond but it was pitiful
Cuz all i really did was diss and call them criminals
When what i needed was for both of us to listen close

Get real with each other and say our last goodbyes before we go
Start new lives and make new friends, pursue our goals
But if you're mainstream later, doing all your work solo
I'm happy for you and living too, but i still need to know

〈chorus〉
Do you think of me, ever
All the fun we had, do you still remember
Cuz it has been forever since we last met and talked and i just wanna know what you're thinking, brother
But do you feel the same whenever
You play roblox or anything that we played together
Cuz it's been forever last we met and i just wanna know how you've been, brother with different mother

〈outro〉
Look, i've matured and found some artists teaching me some lessons
People i could relate to, answered all my questions
But they don't ever give advice when it comes to this section
Like should i be happy for you or devastated that you left us
My point is i've moved on but sometimes i still think of us
And why you really left the friend group burning to ash and dust
And i know that helped you find some better kids out there to trust
I just hope you're happy but still remember better times when we were young
Cuz i miss it
And i miss you
To joseph
Eden