JARi ZAIN - Can i win this time?

In my world it gets dark
Want everything to blow away
In my crucified heart
Want all the pain to go away
What if I feedin' the fire?
Trigger in my own mind
Losing in my own fight
Can I win this time?
No way to be safe
I watch my soul burn in the crossfire
Go to sleep cause I'm tired
Overwhelmed by this life
I never been able to cry
The truth can never be a lie
But it's a lie in your eyes

When I get alone at night
I still can't process anything that goes on
I get tired of going with the flow
Drown it with the silence that's where everything goes
I gotta close all these doors
Instead I keep everything locked in the Porsche
Just give me one time

In my world it gets dark
Want everything to blow away
In my crucified heart
Want all the pain to go away
What if I feedin' the fire?
Trigger in my own mind
Losing in my own fight
Can I win this time?
No way to be safe
I watch my soul burn in the crossfire
Go to sleep cause I'm tired
Overwhelmed by this life
I never been able to cry
The truth can never be a lie
But it's a lie in your eyes
In my world it gets dark
Want everything to blow away
In my crucified heart
Want all the pain to go away
What if I feedin' the fire?
Trigger in my own mind
Losing in my own fight
Can I win this time?
I watch my soul burn in the crossfire
Go to sleep cause I'm tired
Overwhelmed by this life