Jessiqa Jones - Rest Peacefully

Was it the way I made you laugh
That made you feel complete?
Till we grew some more together
And you realized its not me
Was it the way I raise my voice
Cause I wasn’t taught too right?

Was it worse to watch me cry
The second or 10th time?
Did it get too easy
As I let you make the crimes?
Never felt like yours
But you are every piece of mine

Never thought the first pеrson i’d grieve
Would still be alivе sitting right next to me
But I’m glad you can still rest peacefully tonight
As I wait for a reason why?

Tell me, Is it the way I keep good company?
Is it something that feels safe?
Humor me, have you never had someone look at you the way I do?

And I still look at the pictures , without the bigger picture
Push and pull but never shove, maybe that’d be easier?
Never thought the first person id grieve
Would still be alive sitting right next to me
But I’m glad you can still rest peacefully tonight
As I wait for a reason why?

(Never thought I couldn’t leave
Never thought that would be me
Never thought the first person I’d grieve
Would be me)
Would be me