Joshua Leddin - MEDS BESIDE MY BED REMIX

〈intro〉 melodic humming

〈verse 1: joshua leddin〉
School days i never gave a shit
Sitting back of class i was a quiet kid
Put my earphones in and watched the clock tick
Always knew this life had more to give
Then graduate college and act like a prick
Think you're the shit cause you're in a lil clique
Why u getting gassed bout some likes on a pic?
That shit too basic it going make me sick

〈verse 2: jvo〉
Going make me sick going going make me sick
Ion got no time to waste my life on a bitch
Living two lives hate when they all switch
They played with my hеart made me feel like shit
Don’t undеrstand why’d they treat me like this
Don’t care about my pain no they don’t give a flip
Feel so dumb like i shouldn’t exist
Been going thru a lot they don’t know what it is

〈chorus: joshua leddin〉
Yeah i'm still taking those meds i keep beside my bed
All these months can't get you out my head
Say i won't feel like this well let's put that to the test
All this overthinking got me feeling a mess
〈verse 2:jvo〉
Got me feeling a mess
Always overthinking
Got me feeling so stressed
Always second guessing
Should i really drop dead
Cause people act fake
All they do is pretend
Cause i know you
But do you know me
Stay by my lonely
While people walk on me
Reason why i hide my feelings
Ion want to talk to anyone no more

〈bridge: joshua leddin〉
But when i go ay don't act like you known me

〈chorus: joshua leddin〉
Yeah i'm still taking those meds i keep beside my bed
All these months can't get you out my head
Say i won't feel like this
Well let's put that to the test
All this overthinking got me feeling a mess
Haven't attempted in months yeah my therapists impressed
You say i'm depressed but i think i just need rest
You say hit me up the days you're feeling stressed
But when i do you just leave me on read
〈adlib: jvo〉
Leave me on read

〈chorus: joshua leddin〉
Leave me on read

〈adlib: jvo〉
Ohhhhh

〈chorus: joshua leddin〉
And these meds beside my bed

〈pre ending: jvo〉
Yeah these meds beside my bed
All the shit that you just said
Really think i should be dead
Cause i know you
But do you know me
Stay by my lonely
While people walk on me

〈ending: jvo〉
They say i’m not enough
For being who i am
I try my best but they don’t want to understand