Keep it Together - Late Again

I fell asleep before you
And you still woke up first
Does it not annoy you that i don't give you what you deserve?
I can only relate to you
Through depictions of situations
That i kind of understand
I don't get out often enough

〈cowbell〉

When you turn on your phone
You can't see me smiling from the other side
As i'm sitting alone

How do i live like this?
Why do i live like this?
I don't need to hear that right now
I promise you i'm fine
This happens all the time
Don't you ever get bored of feeling good?

How do i live like this?
Why do i live like this?
I don't need to see that right now
I promise you i'm fine
This happens all the time
I don't do this often enough
I don't think you're funny
You're not really cool
But i still just like you for you

There's nothing i can do
From this far away
So i settle for nothing
And receive nothing in return

How do i live like this?

I only understand the way my brain works
And i think everyone is like that for the same reasons
And this is problematic

You miss your train, so you have to wait another ten minutes
You miss your stop, so you have to get off and circle back around
You don't have enough money to complete this journey
You're thirty minutes late, and everyone's staring at you

I don't like the kind of person i am
I've always felt that way
So why not change it?
Why not become someone new?
Well, it isn't that easy
You don't have to stick around if you feel bad
You don't have to be the shoulder that i lean on
I'll be fine by myself
Or i'll just find something else

〈more cowbell!〉

When you turn off your phone
You can't see me crying from the other side
I'm sitting alone
But that's how it goes

As i walk home alone
I don't know if i'll hear from you some other time
I hate being alone