​lifeless - ​my heart's been crying for so long

Theres no point in trying
I like u theres no denying it
I can't resist
My hearts been coerced by the lies in my head
It was over since the first yea im better off dead
Struggle thru this fuckin pain yea i dont got no meds
Put a smile on my face theres a gun to my head
Forget my legacy inflame my deathbed

Reject my heart
Make me hate life
It was over since thе start
And now i wanna cry
Put my poker face on they can't know i wanna diе
Ive been hurting for so long my whole life's been a lie

Nd i look up to the sky
Put faith inside the stars
I dont wanna fcking go
Theres no life in my soul
But she's so bright it gives me hope
I lied to myself yea i know
I play these games just to cope
Loves not for me
Im a romance deadbeat
They make love look so easy
Hikikomori
My life needs cleaning
My life needs meaning
I wanna b dreaming
Till the end of time
U dont have to love me but dont hit my line
I'll b gone
Replace me
I bet it won't b long
Cz what am i good at
Y would i do that
I won't look back
A broken heart is all i have