Mara Bloom - Dirty Deeds

Tried to quit it
Damn, i couldn't
Now i gotta relax
Thinking through it
Yeah, we knew it
Yeah, it all came to pass
Every thought i had, it all appears ever the same
Came to realize that i can't fucking stand your name
Have you heard what i've done?
Well, it's just all been fun
I don't think there's any point in ever dragging the past, past, past

Black angel voices say if i can do this i will learn
How the spaces between keep hidden away
The knowledge i crave

Oh, let me finish, one more minute
Let me settle in
I fucking hate you
Yeah, you know that
Let that settle, oh
(i fucking hate you, let it settle in)
(let it settle in)
You can't stop it, so embrace it
Oh, you're wearing thin
I fucking knew it
Oh, you blew it, man
Just call it, oh
(you can't stop it, so you're wearing thin)
(i fucking knew it)
(oh, you blew it, man)
(just call it quits)
Here we go, off the burner in the fire again
Retracing deeds, can't recall who has the greater of sin
Of course you can't remember
Of course you can't remember
Should have hit it and quit it but with that attitude
I admit it, i get it
She fucks with every mood
But would i do it again
Hats off to fuck that shit, damn

And even after everything, don't wanna be your dopamine
You know i'm running empty
Yeah, i see you're sad to say
Have a little empathy
You can't help taking hits of me
But that's alright, in our decline
I can always find another lifeline

Forsake our houses
Unmake everything i am
Ever expanding and eager we please
To feed the gate within

Oh, let me finish, one more minute
Let me settle in
I fucking hate you
Yeah, you know that
Let that settle, oh
(i fucking hate you, let it settle in)
(let it settle in)
Outside your window it flies
Tells me how you'll die
Urges me inside
Take this cup, and we'll drink together to our fiends
As lovers intertwined, look at me for the last time

Say goodbye 'cause we're not shining bright
I wanna be the worst thing about your night
Hide your smile beneath the stain
Something about you just can't be contained
So as i observe the way you like to live your life
I can judge my dirty deeds as instruction come divine

You wanna take to our bedside
To see a little bit of your dark side
We traced our symbols in the salt
I won't admit i wanna want you
Don't need to, you know my voodoo
Oh, sacred bird, holiest of days

Couldn't find a fucking man, a fucking man that loved you
Never mind the time unless he knelt down and asked you
Never touched the fucking sky, your ass knew you had to
Had it in your fucking hands had it not all fell through
Couldn't find a fucking man, a fucking man that loved you
(you cry when i'm nearby)
Never mind the time unless he knelt down and asked you
(i cry when you're far away)
Never touched the fucking sky, your ass knew you had to
(won't quit to see we're both burning)
Had it in your fucking hands had it not all fell through
Couldn't find a fucking man, a fucking man that loved you
(won't quit to see you)
Never mind the time unless he knelt down and asked you
(won't quit to see you)
Never touched the fucking sky, your ass knew you had to
(won't quit to see you)
Had it in your fucking hands had it not all fell through
Couldn't find a fucking man, a fucking man that loved you
Never mind the time unless he knelt down and asked you
Never touched the fucking sky, your ass knew you had to
Had it in your fucking hands had it not all fell through

Couldn't find a fucking man, a fucking man that loved you
(won't quit to see you)
(won't quit to see you)
Couldn't find a fucking man, a fucking man that loved you
(won't quit to see you)
(had it in your fucking hands had it not all fell through)