MidKnyte - Lie

〈Intro: Nicole from Class of ‘09〉
If you’re reading this
I’m dead

〈Verse 1〉
I even try
I don’t know why
Sometimes i sigh
When i write lines on my thighs
Find them signs all on my eyes
And that’s alright
Fine
Seems like no one is there for me
Every girl wants you when they’re horny
One moment they always say i got your back
But truth is what they lack
Speakin’ of truth, miss my dad
Shit, wish that was facts
I can’t even recall his voice
I’m so appalled by his choice
Everytime you wanna rejoice
Just remember i am not a toy
Sometimеs i wonder
I sit and i ponder
You can hear rain and thе thunder
Then my minds starts to wander
I can’t feel this pain any longer
Need to re-evaluate and get my mind stronger
I just wish everyone can get along
Be there for people, ‘stead of rippin’ bongs
Sippin’ beer, i’m flippin’ on, to this year
Is it tough love, or fuck stuff
I’m tired of bein’ all fucked up
Know it’s a lie when they say “Hi love”
(need someone to rip out my guts)
Makin’ this search by myself
I don’t need no courage to find myself
This is the fuckin’ purge for my health
Ima be good on my own and by myself
〈Chorus〉
Sometimes i
Don’t know why i try
I fail so many times
I don’t know why
I wish someone can see
My truths and beliefs
I don’t know why
I am even me

〈Verse 2〉
Life
Has it even been that nice?
What’s stopping me from takin’ a knife
And putting it to my thigh
And makin’ a big slice
I am not alive
I’m just gettin’ by
Waitin’ ‘till that night
Where i can’t even cry
Prayin’ that i die
Before i say another lie
Yea
I’m takin’, not savin’ lifes
I’m slayin’ and breakin’ knifes
I’m fakin’ another lie with my pain
I’m playin’ with my life
Like David Blaine
I’m takin’ all the blame
I’m sayin’ “it’s my fault” when i know it ain’t
I’m wishin’ that someone will try to save me
Comfort, love me and treat me like a baby
But no one will ‘cause they think i’m crazy
I love you
I put no one above you
You pushed me away when i will never even shoved you
You stabbed me when i hugged you
When we get in a argument, it’s you love, who?
Sneakin’ and creepin’ like it’s subtle moves
I wanna be in your bubble soon
Heatin’ up with no reason, we in double rooms
My emotions are like a W
But don’t leave ‘cause i wanna be your lover too
‘Cause im in so in love with you
Fuck
〈Chorus〉
Sometimes i
Don’t know why i try
I fail so many times
I don’t know why
I wish someone can see
My truths and beliefs
I don’t know why
I am even me

〈Bridge〉
Ima be in the bathroom for hours
And trust me, when i say, it’s not to shower
Everyday i feel like i’m losin’ power
Im so soft but so hard i feel like a coward

〈Chorus〉
Sometimes i
Don’t know why i try
I fail so many times
I don’t know why
I wish someone can see
My truths and beliefs
I don’t know why
I am even me
〈Segue from “Love”〉
I just wanna love one day
I just wanna run away, ayy
To maybe your place
And baby this isn't the way to go
And maybe i’ll stay, or do none, phew
All I can ask is “am I crazy to-”

〈Outro〉
*Static*

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i’m either coding or writing a song for my Nagasaki 2.0 album.