TonioRosé - The Monster

〈Chorus〉
I’m trapped in my own world
Nothing ever feels right
My heads in a twirl
Bloodied up in bed
I’m sick of taking meds
Can’t get you out my head
Can’t get you out my head
Standing at the crossroads
Yeah my mind is altered
Struggling with myself I’m turning to a monster
Formatting myself please let me restate
Hanging onto faith I think this is my fate

〈Verse〉
And I just can’t sleep
I’m alone my thoughts get deep
High from smoking weed
Now I’m struggling to eat
All this pressure on my mind
Got me feeling weak
Wish that I could drive
So I can get mom a jeep
Give me what I want
Lord it’s just my only need
Wanna give her something
Just before the rеaper reaps
Anxious enеrgy
Making my life feel so bleak
Just give me a reason
Or I’m gonna do the deed
〈Refrain〉
All I ever want is to make this feeling stop
Is to make this feeling stop
All I ever want is to make this feeling stop

〈Chorus〉
I’m trapped in my own world
Nothing ever feels right
My heads in a twirl
Bloodied up in bed
I’m sick of taking meds
Can’t get you out my head
Can’t get you out my head
Standing at the crossroads
Yeah my mind is altered
Struggling with myself I’m turning to a monster
Formatting myself please let me restate
Hanging onto faith I think this is my fate

〈Verse〉
I watch the rain fall
Bang my head against the wall
I can’t answer calls
Bleeding from my eyeballs
I’m having withdrawals
Body’s shaking uncaused
Put my life straight on pause
I perform then you applaud
I wake up feeling sad
Just want you out my head
Cut my vein it’s red
Cried all night and now im scared
Can’t take it anymore
I Don’t mean to be a bore
Might just crash out on the floor
〈Chorus〉
I’m trapped in my own world
Nothing ever feels right
My head
S in a twirl
Bloodied up in bed
I’m sick of taking meds
Can’t get you out my head
Can’t get you out my head
Standing at the crossroads
Yeah my mind is altered
Struggling with myself I’m turning to a monster
Formatting myself please let me restate
Hanging onto faith I think this is my fate

〈Verse〉
Was it all a dream
Everything I’ve heard and seen
An elaborate scheme
Tryna make me stop and scream
I swear to god I’m clean
Now it’s Time for my next scene
I feel so unseen
Just like me at 13
Baby what you want
I can't make this feeling stop
I feel like a flop
Mind feeling like brain rot
What you say I forgot
Grab my favourite Glock
Stick the mission and
Go for the headshot
〈Chorus〉
I’m trapped in my own world
Nothing ever feels right
My head's in a twirl
Bloodied up in bed
I’m sick of taking meds
Can’t get you out my head
Can’t get you out my head
Standing at the crossroads
Yeah my mind is altered
Struggling with myself I’m turning to a monster
Formatting myself please let me restate
Hanging onto faith I think this is my fate