Trash Champ - 'Spose to

Lotta shitty thoughts
I just want it to end
Wanted to be loved
You just wanted a friend
Higher then the gods
Smoking till there's no end
I just blew through a zip
Imma do it again

Life didn't go like it 'spose to
Now i'm getting old up in my room
Thought i could change
What am i suppose to do
Thought it'd be okay
Now i'm looking like a fool
Life didn't go like it 'spose to
Now i'm getting old up in my room
Though i could change
What i am suppose to do
Thought it'd be okay
But i didn't have a clue
Life didn't go like it 'spose to
Now i'm getting old up in my room
Though i could change
What i am suppose to do
Thought it'd be okay
But i didn't have a clue
Life didn't go like it 'spose to
Now i'm gеtting old up in my room

Life in the front
I ain't use to
Why you samе my name?
I don't know you
Tryna find my self in these songs (ooh)
Looking for the answers like i'm playing clue

Life didn't go like it 'spose to
Now i'm getting old up in my room

Life didn't go like it 'spose to
Now i'm getting old up in my room
Thought i could change
What am i suppose to do
Thought it'd be okay
Now i'm looking like a fool
Life didn't go like it 'spose to
Now i'm getting old up in my room
Though i could change
What i am suppose to do
Thought it'd be okay
But i didn't have a clue
Didn't have a clue how to do this
Only had one shot and we blew it
Ever since i left
Im feeling useless
Im a waste of space
I thought you knew this