Trentaco - Postgrad

I’m tired of pretending like everything’s fine
I’m still mourning the teenage dream that was never mine
Kids are mean, kids are cruel
One day you will never think about high school

But every night when I can’t sleep
I think about every mean thing they ever said to me
I feel like a burden, I’ll never be cool
Those feelings don’t fade after you graduate high school

I’m sick of pretending that I’m healed
When all I know how to do is to feel
I bottle it up into songs I write
Praying someday I’ll be a star in their line of sight

I read the books and I watch the movies
Teenagers happier than I’ll ever be
They’re attractive, and they love themselves
They don’t get bullied, or want to kill themselves
15 year old emotions leave scars for 20 year old trauma
They take my experiences and label it as drama
What a privilege you must have
To be able to move on
From the time of your life
When I never did belong

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