You Will Be Missed - If This Knife Doesn't Kill You, I Will

Dark night
Where's my sanity?
Are you proud of me, my dear? Cause I don't know
I can't leave this town forever
Mom, when you passed I cried all damn day

So I kept bleeding
My feelings mely away
Right now, I don't want to miss a goddamn thing
So I keep screaming
And with my one last breath
I'll try to stop the tide from washing away the heavens

Is everything the same as it once were?
Birch trees in a grassy forest
Take things back to how they used to be

Why do songs of suicide save people?
Why do we find the peace of mind in black and neon?

Love me again like you did before
Hold me in your arms
Take it back to how it used to be
I see you running to my side
In the pouring rain