Улет - Oxxxymiron

〈verse 1〉
It just so happens i was introduced to you a long time ago
We were kids in a sandbox together
Short little guys, always inseparable
I wasn't born a bad friend, i was trained
It started with a smile and a chuckle at you
Or maybe it was a sarcastic poem that made you squirm
Then everything changed in an instant
'cause i saw your pain, but i didn't stand up for you
You didn't hold a grudge or think of revenge
You forgave the nail in your back, you accepted me as i was
But i couldn't understand unconditional love
So i began to despise her instead of my own betrayal
I was ashamed of you, i was ashamed of you
In public, but with you i lay under the blanket
I was so comfortable with you at my fingertips
But your submissiveness was a mute reproach
I avenged it in front of everyone, surprised at myself
If they laughed at you, i laughed harder
To prove to them that you and i are separate
No matter how many times they pick on you, it doesn't really hurt me

〈chorus〉
I was wrong, honestly, no buts
Last chance is just a letter
To say or the train will leave
Without you, you're a goner
I was wrong, honestly, no buts
Last chance is just a letter
To say or the train will leave
Without you, you're a goner
〈verse 2〉
As the years went by, it pissed me off so much that you were
Clumsy, i instilled guilt in you
Convinced you were ridiculous, and you believed it
I compared you to others and kept demanding
Demanding, demanding, all your complaints went away
I smoked angrily and you breathed my smoke
I left you locked up for nothing, blue
I've left you bruised
I've been heartless, i've been heartless
Tortured you, exhausted you, maimed you, and undermined you
And tried to change you
But where there's no love, force is the only way
I look at you and i see strength and pain
And i say, “thank you, i'm alive as long as you're with me.”
And if you're not sure who the recipient is
Read the name in the mirror and flip through

〈chorus〉
I was wrong, honestly, no buts
Last chance is just a letter
To say or the train will leave
Without you, you're a goner
I was wrong, honestly, no buts
Last chance is just a letter
To say or the train will leave
Without you, you're a goner