Mazdax21 - A Fear Of Love, Philophobe.

〈Intro〉
I am disgusted and appalled by your sight
Everywhere I go regardless of time
Or location
You're a façade
Why do you sway your hips around me while you dance?
I am not dancer, but your skill has me in some sort of trance

〈Verse〉
I believe it's all happenstance though
You remain a mirage
It's so odd
I'm a bit fearful of you
Not a bit actually
My fear is so severe that
It causes me atrophy
How are you doing this to me?
I can't look you in the eyes
Helmet protecting me from the truth
From what's really rеal
I'm feeling you
I'm Philo
You don't even make mе feel like a term lesser than my worth
Uphold me and treat me with respect
Most of the times that I feel dearth
This has devolved into a situation
Where I feel both your healing properties and
Your ability to apply pressure, make me hurt
When you're around
The lights are on but no one's at home in my dome
You're the hours on the phone speaking to people you fondly know
You're bonding over some things that most people don't even know
It's the ability to give hope to those who reach lows
Very low lows
You're so talented, your persistence and existence are admirable
I hope to see you in your fullest form when you decide to teach me
How to not be a philophobe
Teach me how to dance with you, sweet sweet lover
Sweet sweet lover
Mmh