Mazdax21 - Northern Retina, Float

A foreign look of forgiveness approaches
Pointed Westward, beauty encroaches
Unfamiliar, you're not from around here
I'm alarmed by all the allure in your appearance
Can this be serious?
I'm mighty delirious
You're highly mysterious and I'd like to come close but
It seems you're advancing
I can't see your eyes, but I still feel you glancing
Why you latching onto me?
Are you the divine one, sent here to help with my recovery?
Like some kind of deity?
Wеll, if that's true
Please don't play with mе
We both got masks on
Hiding our faces but it's plain to see that
You and I were meant to b-
What am I thinking, grip me tighter, cuz I'm slippin'

What am I doing here?
Nothing is clear, nothing is finite
Can't grip even if I had to assist
Mirrored reflections
False impressions
Impure images
Benign intentions
Nothing is real, figment of imagination
Over time I've become so complacent
With my self hatred that festered into something that can't get fixed
Nor given a replacement
Locked away in a basement, is emotions unnoticed
Disgusted expressions on faces
Negativity growing
Drowning in what's locked away, bright days in the summer
Drowning in the things, left for no one to uncover
Apply pressure to receive desired results
So much pressure it could be considered as an assault
Hell, maybe that expression was always false
I can't stop sinking lower, someone help me
I think I'm lost