Blood Girl - In The Meantime

I haven’t felt like myself for so long
I don't know who i’ve become
In the meantime
As the world passes by
I’ve been bedridden almost for a month
Caught up cabin fever gone
In the meantime
Everybody moving on

I cannot focus and now i am on my own
I am utterly alone i am left to die again
All my friends all my friends
Are so dear but far away i am cooped up in my bed
Disappearing without trace

The worlds are caving in around my skull
Making me forget that i can talk
Making me forget how to reach out
Making me forget that i am loved

But i can’t sleep in any longer
I can’t stay like this for life i'm not sick enough
But sick enough to never be alright
I am wrongly wired really tired
Fighting for my right
To have a little hope that i will someday turn out fine

I haven’t felt happy for so long
I don't know where it has gone
In the meantime
I’ve been sleeping quite a lot
I’ve pretended everything was going fine
So i didn’t have to lie
If somebody asked me if it's gotten worse

I am sloppy with excuses always covering my ass
I am scared of getting help
Cus what if that shit doesn’t last
I'm on meds but still depressed
And therapy doesn’t help
So i'm just tired of the fighting
Can i ever catch a break?

I am happy for you happy for you but i'm so afraid
I am trying i am trying but i want this shit to end
I am lonely i am lonely yet avoiding all my friends
I am scared yes i am scared that i will one day kill myself

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